Friday, January 23, 2009

It finally happened


I have offically been called a bridezilla.
Call the press.
I am on the loose


Wednesday, January 21, 2009

17 days

With 17 days to go the wedding plans are going great. All the major stuff is done. All I have left is all the little details which are killing me right now. Oh plus I have no idea who is doing my hair the day of. So all in all things are great. We got the key to our Apt. on monday. FI Shark boy was not there to do the walk through but he will be up here tonight for our last pre wedding class with the pastor and will go over and see it. It is a small two bedroom apt. but with luck and a little creativity it will transform into our home. I can't wait to start our lives together as Mrs. and Mr. Shark.

Monday, January 19, 2009

Happiness

Happiness is when your dreams become your reality.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Faith and Children


I have a odd story to tell you about. This morning we where getting in the car and Captain Cutis asked,' Mom when you go to heaven you are gone forever and you do not exist anymore?' My heart sank. Why is a 8 year boy talking about this now.You know. So I dug a little deeper. I told him Brany do you remember what God and Jesus promised to us. He said yes, then I asked what. he said ' Those who believe in me shall have eternal life.' I said yes baby your right, and commented on how proud I was on him that he knew that.Then the hard question came. Well if you live forever than why don't we see U anymore ( my grandma). I told him about how our bodies are a tent that we live in while we are on earth and that they are temperary shelters for our souls. Then he asked Where is her soul than. This is when I really started to sweat. I told him that your soul is who you are, you thoughts, your feelings, and your dreams and imagination. You soul is always with you and your soul will exist forever eternally because you believe and have faith in God and Jesus. Then I told him that if he ever misses U or wants to see her he is always in his heart and he can find her there forever. I told him if he ever fears being non existant to pray to God about etennal life and ask him for a blessing. So at that moment in the Car all three of us prayed for God to help us renew our faith in him and grant us eternal life. He was all happy go lucky and fine. What a test as a mom and a christain all before 8:00 in the morning. These are days where I personally think God challanges me as a parents and as a teacher of his word to the kids. I am glad I could help Captian Curtis and make him understand a little better that his feelings were normall and o.k. These are the thing that come up with being a parent that are so unexpected but are a blessing as well. Just thought I would share that amazing moment.

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Wordle - world

Wordle - world


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Monday, January 5, 2009

New year great outlook

I was browsing on yahoo today about my horescope, because I a friend of mind Alyssa said that her horescope was a great one and I was currious about what mine said... Well it said nothing but great things are comming my way.


Year 2009 Overview
In 2009, you find yourself connecting with people effortlessly as your warm-hearted actions are acknowledged and radiated back to you in a way you've never experienced before. The confident joy and happiness you freely give to others gives you the innate ability to be productive. For you, kind actions are the way to transformation and success.
This is a perfect time for proud Leo, because you have the desire, drive and power to help society. You realize there's work to do, and you'll give a helping hand wherever you can. You are ready to align yourself with a higher level of awareness, and exhibit a regenerative attitude is about reaping the harvest by submitting to the larger purpose. What you are able to give to others directly reflects the transformation happening within you.
Your heart is in the right place, and you are likely to accomplish all that you set out to do this year. You're developing excellent skills in your own personal transformation process, and you are ready to make the conscious decision to be the best you can be. You feel secure, and the beauty of who you are shines through easily and effortlessly.



Year 2009 Romantic
You feel as if you're reaping the harvest this year in your relationships. Socially, your connections are very positive and your altruistic, visionary personality brings you a great circle of friends. Very strong and intuitive, your sense of self-worth in a close relationship makes it a very loving and secure one -- your main focus for some time now. Your enthusiasm bubbles over as an intimate relationship blossoms, and the challenges of constructive communication become easier and easier.
Energetically, you are uplifted when you choose to be in a relationship and master the art of accepting someone as they are. In the springtime, your focus may shift to marriage as many blessings come your way, giving you opportunities to experience conscious acts of sharing, cooperation and honor. Things may seem to move fast, but if you go with the flow, you'll gain confidence in your progress.
Much healing takes place when you have someone close to share your life with. Reap the rewards, and you will encounter feelings that will become the basis for far-reaching transformation in your life -- and in that of others as well. Leo's need to be in charge is no problem, because you and your partner are energetically and equally matched. Be grateful for the love and growth you are experiencing -- both metaphysically and spiritually.

Friday, January 2, 2009

Taking time for me

With the wedding like 36 days away, working full time and raising my two kids. I have offically decided that tomorrow is a me day. The kids are with there Dad tomorrow and Sharkboy will be hanging out with his borther in San Jo. So it leaves me the perfect opportunity to spoil myself and relax. I am getting up early going to the farmers market. I love the farmers market. I love the fresh fruits and Veggie, but most of all there is a lady there that sells goat milk soap that is the best. My fav is her Lavendar mint one. I just used the last of it on monday so I need to pick up some more. After that my plan is to go have a hot orange spice tea at the rising loafer and then to take a walk around downtown and do some window shopping. With all the last minutes stuff that needs to be done for the wedding and the kids starting back at school monday, this will be a breather for me to enjoy doing nothing. I can't wait.