Trying to get everything done

Well I had a meeting last night with the photo lady we are booking for our wedding. It is coming to be a hard thing to keep all the money straight and in line for the wedding. I sometimes sit back and think all this money and work for one day. All this just to say I will love you till death do us part. Hell I can say that to Shark boy in a rain storm with snot running out of my nose and it would mean just the same as saying it in front of 100 people. I guess it is more for the parents and the tradition of it all. I love Shark boy with all my heart it is such a deeper more pure love than I have ever had before. I will admit that I am having fun with all the details and planning I am however not enjoying dishing out thousands of dollars for one day. I think all in all every cent will be put to good use and our day will be perfect and wonderful. On the kids front my kids are darling little balls of crazy this morning. Captain Kurtis still takes 10 minutes to get out of bed and this sends fear through me with no anticipation of his teenage years. Yet they still continue to be the constant and the greatest loves of my life.