People

I am a glass half full girl, a silver lined cloud girl, a rainbow after the storm girl. These days it is hard to be that way. Ever notice how many negitve, complasive people there are in the world. It is starting to eat away at my happy- go -lucky state of mind. I am starting to become a middle finger waving, non-listening, hair mussing zilla. So I have decided to become a kill- them- with -kindness -queen. Cross you fingers, I hope it works. I need some peace back in my life from all the rude, complaining people of the world. Take a chill pill people and count the blessings you have in your life, don't take people for granted, and never forget to tell the people you love that you love them.

My sister is the best

She always know the right thing to say when I need a little pick me up. There is a lot unneeded drama that is going on right now that I don't need to be a part of and she let me know that it was o.k. to let go of that part of my life and move on toward the goals and the life that I am working for. Sometimes it is hard to forget the past or even forgive the past. She is helping me to do that and I thank her for that. Right now everything is running so smooth in my life that it seams odd. Usually there are countless hills I have to climb but right now everything is smooth sailing. I guess I am just not used to everything falling into place.

Marc Jacobs

Is the best perfume in the world. I just bought some saturday at Macy's and I love it.

Trying to get everything done

Well I had a meeting last night with the photo lady we are booking for our wedding. It is coming to be a hard thing to keep all the money straight and in line for the wedding. I sometimes sit back and think all this money and work for one day. All this just to say I will love you till death do us part. Hell I can say that to Shark boy in a rain storm with snot running out of my nose and it would mean just the same as saying it in front of 100 people. I guess it is more for the parents and the tradition of it all. I love Shark boy with all my heart it is such a deeper more pure love than I have ever had before. I will admit that I am having fun with all the details and planning I am however not enjoying dishing out thousands of dollars for one day. I think all in all every cent will be put to good use and our day will be perfect and wonderful. On the kids front my kids are darling little balls of crazy this morning. Captain Kurtis still takes 10 minutes to get out of bed and this sends fear through me with no anticipation of his teenage years. Yet they still continue to be the constant and the greatest loves of my life.

My not so private life

Well I decided since most on my life isn't private and everyone I know knows everything that goes on with me. I figured , why not start a blog.